Confident lack of

You dare to dream
But not dare to go for your dream
You are so useless
I have nothing to say bout you anymore

Hopes are gone
Feelings are so strange
Just like the reality
I can't afford to lose you

Again this words came out from my mouth
thousands of flower in my heart
I do not understand why
I am so confused

Each time I say I love
i really meant to love
But the hope always gone
And I do not have enough confident to myself

You to me
nothing
i to you
many things

When can I get you; my dreams?
I just hope I had enough confident
People around me support me
So what now?

Oh Lord please show me another signs
I know I should not test
But
Only you Lord can show me

Dare to dream?
So dare to goal!