Wednesday, December 31


I AM AMAZED BY McDonalds..
My HR manager ask me to call for delivery services..
I called the main line and I was like "wau!!!"

"Hello. McDonald delivery. How can I help you?"
"I want to order FOOD!"
Instead of asking what I want.. She ask me.
"Ok. What is your name?"
"O... Sherina."
"Ok. Ms. Sherin.. Your hp number is 012-xxxxxxx *office de* bukan saya* then you are using 03-8075xxxx. You are from Clara International Beauty Group. Your address is ..........................."
"So hold on for a while. I'll help you to check for the nearest outlets."
"o.. o.. k"
tut tut..

"Sorry miss sherin.. Our IOI is having some technical porblem. We can take order for you at the moment. Sorry ms sherin..."
"o.O ok"
"SOrry BYE"

YENG! Luckily I didn't use my hp call.. If not, later my jaw drop till down the earth!

Tuesday, December 30

Sorry card

I am being too much nowadays...
I know you guys treat me too good~
I really been a terrible mui le..
Because of some sort of reason - not sure you know or not
I became so frustrated nowadays!
Don't know what to say..
I'll try to change by this year..
I promised!!!
Thanks kor kor and sorry kor kor and JOEL GOH



birthday boy

To the one I smsed yesterday night.

been a long time we last chat!!

Monday, December 29


I miss my old hair all of the sudden!
I hate my ugly hair now!

so emo~

Saturday, December 27

Shroom Shroom loves!

Do you know how cute is my boyfriend??!! Oh gosh! I just love his face!!!

Only he will smile like that to me forever!
He will never make me sad..


I love shroom shroom forever!!

As usual, I am bit down now.
Because of yesterday!
I think I am a bit confused now

Add Image

Friday, December 26


I am just being random and took this picture before I get out from the car on 24th December 2008.

You can see how bored I am.. LoL... Which pic do you guys prefer? First or Second.. Perhaps I think non of the above. UGLY!!!!


Thank you for the surprise..
Thank you for the shroom shroom.
I love it so much..
Its so cute and I hug it for the whole day!
My mom say I am crazy now.. LOL
Thanks Big kor kor and small kor kor.
Happy happy happy


What can I say?! .... GREAT...

I found my new love! Yes... My new boyfriend!


I think its time to introduce him to everyone..








His name is



.....Shroom Shroom xD

LOL.. This is the christmas gift that I get from the Youth.

Got to THANK

Her name is Mush Mush =) (* birthday that time de*)


Happy happy

And, this I LOVE SO MUCH

This is Joshshroom

Happy Family!

Tuesday, December 23

Me, myself and I

What am I thinking?! Perhaps I am thinking of leaving. =)

No comments!!

Nothing to say anymore..

This is how I look when I just came out from bathroom! LOL.
Ok.. I never syok sendiri with taking pictres and put it in here. This is my first time. LOL. Weird! This black shirt I bought it years ago for CNY but end up yesterday its my first time to wear it. Haha.. Wear BLACK for CNY.. My mom don't like! I like. I love black! What to do...
Anyway, taking pictures to let myself happy a bit.. =)
My phone camera cacated! All pics not nice d.. Cause my friends accidentally drop it then the glass pecah... And camera sot.. So no more nice pics! wuwuwuw

Monday, December 22

MErry christmas

Christmas around the cor-corner... Very soon.
Have you bought presents for your friends and family yet?

Will be going out soon,later for a last christmas shopping.
Not much to buy but not LITTLE too. . sobs sobs..
But anyway..
I feel happy this year I really started to plan giving presents for them..
I am really lazy for lot of stuff and don't really have much $$ for all this things.
This year.. $$ is still problem but, I really want to buy something for them.
No matter is expensive or cheap is not a problem right?
I just want to bless them.
They've been a great friend, sis and BRO to me..
Just a little gifts for them now.

I hope they don't valued it by $$... PLS don't! wuwuwuw...

Although it is not 25th of December.. Let me wished here early..




if I left out someone sorry... merry christmas and happy new year


Just feel like posting.... =)


Now, I'm sick of two things.

1. Ice Cream

But still, tonight got to go IOI AGAIN! Tired.. I want sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
I slept very later yesterday!! T.T

Saturday, December 20

Sick again

I am sorry for making everyone worry
Suddenly I became so weak.
I will recover very soon
I promise

Friday, December 19

What will happen if.....

.....we are friends today but we are not tomorrow? care for me today but not tomorrow?

.....I laugh today and cry tomorrow?

.....we are brother and sister today but not tomorrow?

.....I can see only for today and not tomorrow?

.....I am alive today and I died tomorrow?

.....we are family only for today and not tomorrow? talk to me today and ignore me tomorrow? love me today but you hate me tomorrow?

.....I am here today but gone tomorrow???


To me its You,
To You its him.

Thursday, December 18


1. Read the passage carefully
2. Grade yourself with the grading system at the end of the passage after reading.
3. Not that difficult, chin chai do lah !

Section A: Orrler Exeminetion (60 marks)

Singalella why become rich ?

Koo zhar wu chee ay char bor kia, Singalella.

She got two sisters, but the stepmarder and the sisters all damn kuai-lan, so she quite zhia-lat oso.Last time Singalella got own maid, but now she become the amah.

Everyday must cook lah, clean lah, simi sai mah bao-kah-liao.

If her sister say liak kar zhuak, she liak.Tak jit zho kah tau-hin.

EPF poon boh.

But then, kay piak eh ah-pek got one son call Ah Ming got party.

So he say, 'oeh, long chong lai ah.'

Singalella very happy because she never go party before but then her step-marder say, 'Lee Mana eh-sai kee, this one bahru lu eh sisters wu standard.'

Then Singalella must zho sui-sui for her sisters and step-marder.

Tap pai how, buay zhia, buay koon and buay pang-sai.

That night she only can wave bye bye and then she go back to the kitchen and cook Maggi mee.

Her neighbour came over and ask, 'Eh, an-zhua lu boh kee party?'

So Singaalella kong, 'I-wan, lau-bu kong buay-sai, so boh pian.'

She never expect but the neighbour say, 'Aiyah, kee lah, I give you money.'

So singalella brush teef and zhang-zhui, chen-kor, after that look very different.

She quickly run to opposite of the beh-chia-lor, already 11 o'clock.

At the party, Ah Ming also quite sian because the char bor all boh sui one.

Dance floor even got one ah pek dancing.J

ust as Ah Ming told himself, 'Aiyah see-pay zhia-lat', Singalella came in.

Ah Ming straight away lau nuar.

'Wah-lau eh, see-pay heng ah, chee kor buay pai.'

Ah Ming say to Singalella, 'eh, sui eh, wah ai kah lee zho flen!'

Singalella say ok but Ah Ming like octopus, touch here touch there.

But then just it was 12 o'clock, one ah pek die on the dance floor.

He become ghost and tell Singalella all the good 4D number.

So after that Singalella quickly go and buy 4D, and then tiok tau-pio, zhit-pak ban.

So she pay back the kay-piak eh lau-kay-poh and then kah kee cho sen-lee.

Simi kuan eh sen-lee wah mana eh zhai.

Section B: Grades - Gauge Your command of Hokkien....

A1. Can understand the story and pronounce Hokkien correctly.
Hokkien eh sai, bo beh zao.

A2. Can understand half story and/or cannot pronounce Hokkien properly.
zhia lat

E8. Don't understand story and/or catch no ball.
leow leow, mai ka lang kong you is Hokkien Singabolean

F9. Don't understand rating.
kee see lah, wah mana eh zhai lee kong simi?

took at sinyen's blog.
super beh ta han!

Christmas.. Santa?!

Tis the season to be jolly..
Yes, christmas is on d way...
Carols are everywhere!
Is should be jolly right?
Unfortunately, people received the wrong meanings of christmas..
Yesterday, where I am half awake in the car, I heard one of the radio DJ said.
"If there's no Santa then Christmas is meaningless"
And today I heard radio advertisement said " Let us together welcome Santa"
I really don't know what to say!

Wednesday, December 17

A day with laughter

Brother B : What if.. You type it then you print it.... LOL
Brother A : What if.. You type it then you print it then you burn it...

I had a great ride and talk... =)
Yesterday night I sms with donno-who and watch series.. Last Standing! I watch until 12 or 1 a.m.. T.T panda lu today... So tired and having stomach ache adi~

Tuesday, December 16

Saturday 13/12/2008

The red humans~

In front of secret recipe~

Joshua acting yeng for all the pics. =.=

Brother and sister. =)
They are really goooooood BROTHERS~

This is the event had on Saturday at Plaza Mont' Kiara.. I am lazy to tell what really happen.. LAZY! At lease I update something with photo right! So.. BYE~
*I love the last picture so much*


Since Kor ask me not to be lazy and update... SO I update lor...

This happen just now infront of my office.
Just now when I am in my office, I saw two "panas baran" cars.
Malaysia driver..... Haiz.... With all the double parking and all the packed cars there, they still want don't want to give chance! What is this?!
As I expected, "cliiiiiiiiichhhhhhh" these sound came...

I was smiling when I saw both driver came down and "bla bla" there... Then one of the fatty say.. "OKOK, there's a police station there"..

Hey come on lar... The road is so small! There are cars behind both of you. Can you guys just park your car first before arguing and talking out your mobile! I watch at them.. *free show*
Still talking... Then the fatty guy took out his mobile and try to take the other car's picture.. I don't know what for but I know he took it without the owner knewing it...

Then they got to go aside cause there are too many cars there.. Then the fatty guy chao... Left the other guy and a middle guy.. I wonder why the middle guy so "kpc".. Then that "kpc" point here point there.... Then, I feel so sien... Malaysian driver..

All this happened because both side fault but they feel that is the opposite sides... Whatever la.. I still zero knowledge with driving yet.. SO I am still innocent with this.. =p


Lately, I don't really update. Due tooooooooo lazy~

Monday, December 15



Wednesday, December 10



Tuesday, December 9


We are falling down
You lifted us up
We are are thorn and scaterred
You pick us and sew us back.

I am over sensitive to certain things! Yes! I am sensitive. Being a sensitive person hate a lot of things and people around us..
Not to say HATE but just over sensitive.. Ohh goshhhhh what am I trying to say.. Basically..
I feel that I am over sensitive. To certain people.. Certain things...
Arg.. Ok. Ok... I am a bit blur to say this..

anyway.. the verse i put up there is .. tot want help my GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD kor kor with the song.. But i think rubbish again gua~ haiz

Can't face YOU

"Scream or don't" keep repeating in my heart... I am worried what will happened next!

"Just scream then run up" Both of them said....


My heart feel the pain! So pain. Although without knowing whether what they are doing down there I can felt the pain in my heart. I am so worried of someone. Yes! The little girl who always understands me and also another **
I can't control myself thinking of them and also my brother down there. I don't know how he can handle them. And also the two best friend with me at the dark! I am super worried of them and also I am afraid of darkness. One of the bro give me the Ipod to listen. But, its useless. I tried so hard not to cry but I am not so hard hearted.
When I heard little girl screaming my name my tears roll down! I keep on repeating her name in my heart. "*name*.. Sorry. Sorry.." This is what I am saying... Time passes so slow! I feel like just running down.
The other girl who is with me keep on hugging me and comfort me. The tears stop.

When my bro gave us the call...
We knew its time to stop this and we went down. I tried to control myself. But I can't when I saw all the faces.
My best friend went to toilet and I was at the sink. Try to control. But when both brother came and ask me am I ok... Tears rolling down madly! Especially when they touch me and comfort me. I keep on crying. Then the best friend excort me to the santuary! The first one I look for is little girl. When I ask one of the leader, she said little girl don't want to come in yet. I totally know I am so wrong now. Best friend keep on hugging me to comfort me. The brothers keep on asking me whether I am okay or not. When I saw R face I am so pain again! She is worried and she cried... This makes me super uncomfortable!

Then when everyone is there, bro try to wrapped up but problem came.. little girl wants to be alone again. Where arguments came in. Where best friend run away, where I try to explain and things get worst. Where people hurt me madly there! I raise my voice and so on until I feel like this place is not belong to me anymore.

I hate myself for this whole things. I am so sorry!
To everyone.. No matter is who.. I just want to say sorry about this whole things...
I can't forgive myself for this and I can't face myself and also little girl. I hurt her too much. Although we say sorry and everything, I can tell you here that I can't forgive myself for doing this to YOU. I love you too much! I feel guilty when I see your eyes red because of all of us. When you hug me and say just go up and say sorry, everything will be alright, ask me not to cry I feel that I can't face you anymore. I don't even dare to play with you on the next day! I am so guilty for what we came out. This is the first time i REALLY CRIED SO TERRIBLE and can't forgive myself.

To Rwho understand and pass me the tissue box. You are younger than me one day... I love you so much too. Luckily you are not mad with me. I am so glad you change back. Cause when I see your face I am so scare! Sorry once again...

Sorry with all the things... I am so sorry!

*in the other note*
2 different things. i can't control the feelings of me now... Whether I am bad or what but I just can't.. I tried so hard and I cried because I feel I am bad.. But the whole sleepover makes me feel this way~ Sorry, I can't help it...

Now, I need people to talk too.. But definately not *you* yet... sorry...........
I am just trying to let people understand her. Why must I got hurt in the end!

Saturday, December 6

We will make a different!!

Tonight is SLEEPOVER!

Everyone seems to be sick
I hope HE is not sick.
If HE sick, I will be sick
So he better not be sick!
* secret code *

I am sad, I find You
I am lonely, I ask you to walk with me
I am in trouble, I blame You
I am happy, I do not need You
How foolish I am.
You are with me everytime, everywhere.
Whenever I am happy or sad
In trouble or lonely
You are just there for me

I am so foolish to blame You when I am in trouble
I blame that You are not with me
I blame that You don't want to help me
But You are helping me always
Lead me through all the cirumstances
To become stronger than before
Oh Lord, sorry for being a foolish person
Without You, I won't be here today
With You, everything is possible
You create miracles
Thank You Lord for all things that You have done!

I commit everything to You Lord

The sleepover

The carolling

The Christmas Video

Next Year Project

The Youth UNITY

The older Youth

The Younger Youth

The Preteens




will be united and become one body

IT will be a different year in 2009

Thursday, December 4

A day that don't know what to say

Weird! I dream of losing my teeth again and this time is all and I got to do the fake one! Wah... I think is because THAT GABRIEL scare me! Now I can dream of all the teeth coming out and how pain it is! I hate this kind of dream and feelings!

Sleepover so little people! Hope it wil be fun! Yeah!

I got annoyed by someone of his "56537"...
Lala... Just feel la.. Normal thing what!!!

Someone walk out just like that~ I thought I don't care but I do care! And feel like crying!
Can I just totally forget about him. Do he know how hurt its cause to me.

I started to miss "him" .. Not started but long time liao.. When I see all the 74288737 I just smile.. And smile... Oh gosh!

Wo hao xiang ni

Tuesday, December 2

Oh gosh...

Yea. I hope.. yea.. Hope.. And I so KECEWA!
Yea.. I dream of him, yesterday, the day before, the day before before, and last week.. Wah.
I super miss YOU! I am in love? No.. I am crazy!

*Zhao An*


Saturday, November 29

Tag by Elisa

I got tag thousand times with this tag and I ignore it, but today due to I got TAG by this good best friend, sasa, SO I DO IT. Only because of YOU!

There the taggie start... T.T

A. Tag 10 monkeys.... Some got blog some no blog. Want to do or don't want, You like la~

1. Joel Goh
2. Ying Yi
3. Joshua
4. Chee Meng
5. Gabriel
6. Sheng Jian
7. Elisa
8. Joanna
9. Poh Yee
10. Hui Huan

How do you know 1-Joel?
~ He is too famous for his is the MONKEY KING!

What would you do if you never met 2-Ying Yi?
~ My life will feel boring because I will feel empty without a pig.. xD

What would you do if 3-Joshua & 4-Chee Meng dated you?
~*Gulp* One is tooooooooooo YOUNG.. One is toooooooooooo HANDSOME..

Would 5-Gabriel & 6- Sheng Jian make a good couple?
~ Sheng Jian is tooooooooooo HANDSOME & YENG to him.. haha.. jkjk. both of them hate gays!

Do you think 7- Elisa is attractive?(:
~ If she is not attractive, I won't be doing this blog.. She beyond attractive! =)

Do you know anything about 8's-Joanna family?
~ Yes! *gua*

Tell me something about 9-Poh Yee.
~ She's been "hilang" from blog very long and she just finish her SPM. Now, she IS BACK IN ACTION. "luv u little girl" =)

What language does 2-Ying Yi?
~ Er... Rojak- ing and pig language.. * lala* is one of her language!

Who is 3- Joshua going out with?
~ Boy's brigade now at Town Park.. =p

How old is 4- Chee Meng?
~ 2x... I know how old is he but why must i reveal their secret.. BLEK

Who is 6-Sheng Jian favourite singer?
~ Not sure.. Korean songs gua!

Would you date 7-Elisa?
~Yea. I dated her on 6th 7th & 8th December... We are going to do something super fun! =)

10-Hui Huan single?
~ I don't think so. Lala...

What is 9's-Poh Yee last name?
~ Kam Poh Yee... rite??

Which school does 2-Ying Yi go to?
~ lalala school...

What do you like about 3-Joshua?
~ Why this question? er.... Why? SECRET! Don't want tell a... blek blek blek..

Thursday, November 27


Bed time story,
DO you love it when you are young?
I think it is nice to have someone to read you some story to let you fall asleep.
I NEVER try it before..

"Mama, can you read me bedtimes story?" little girl ask.
"Yes my darling" Answered the mom
"Thks mama"

There the story goes....
Once upon a time there's a lady name cinderella...... (and the story goes on)
I believe we know this story very well! We got a lot of version...

But I just like it... and... because I know some kids don't really know. WHY? COntinue tmr..

Wednesday, November 26

emoing adaysnow

I don't know why I am so emo nowadays..
Just feel like it..
I am a bit cacated I think...
Today HR says that "don't tell me YOU want to resign har!!! NO har.. "
Haiz.. I hope I won't tell you this soon. =)
I want to STUDY~~ BUT HOW?
I know! Go back SLEEP!

Tuesday, November 25


Hey, I am still sick. Today, I feel my body is so so hot when I get up from my bed. I am so so so reluctant to get up...
Den I started to think what if I die on this morning.... WHO CARES! DIE LA!
ANd then now, I really feel it. Who cares?! Those people won't care whether you are here or not. You are just a side dishes! When they feel like they need you they find you to talk or laugh!
I know it sounds so ..... but..... i really..... haiz


Monday, November 24


Oh dear, sick sick sick. why can't I recover. haiz!
They ask me go body check.. Er.... I don't think is a need lor..
Anyway, This sunday my turn to sing. With who? I don't know.... er... as if la...
If he don't wan sing that don sing ba... i go sing with yy oso can.. alalalala..
hahhaha... blek... At first I thought don't want sing let him sing..
Ceh, y I got to be like that... haha.. sing oni la.. hehe...

Saturday, November 22


Whenever I think of you - It hurts
Whenever I saw you - It pains
Whenever you talk to me - It makes me feel something
The feelings changed now..
YES! After knowing the truth, feel like back off once again!

I knew it! I hate the truth but I got to face the truth!


Haven't recover and getting worst.
Mood swing again.

This is what I can blog about for now. Just feel terrible ble ble...

Tuesday, November 18


I am sick - AGAIN..


Saturday, November 15

Open heart

My mood of blogging became less due to my company new software that block quite a number of site! I can't go online and I feel so terrible~ Poor thing me~
Anyway, I don't care now. I am planning and planning and planning.. Still haven't find any solution but I believe He will help me. =)
Yesterday we had our cell and twe had discussion. Its good to pour everything out than keep it in my heart. Now I realise! It is important. As a family or friend we need you give whole heartedly.
Those people who are stil angry me or whatsoever, I don't care. I have my family~ Friends~
But, my hearts is still open for You Guys~

Thursday, November 13

Just a just

Step out from the darkness and see the light
Forever in your comfort zone just a waste of time
Out from there and be a mature person
Although its pain but its worth of time.

See the bright side and not the dark side
Be still and never try to fall by your own
Try to get up by yourself if you fall
Only yourself who can help you in the end.

Listen to Him and not anyone else
His instruction is to be obey not others
He is the only person to rely to
Non other person but just Him.


I wanted to write a song for Him but end up came up something else.
I don't know what this can be..

Wednesday, November 12


When you think everything is alright, it is not

-this is part of life-

Monday, November 10

trying so hard

The more you want attention from me, the more I giving you zero attention.
You can get all the attention from another guy or girl but not me.
I am cold-blooded - You can say that.
I just dislike people who want attention too much from other people with all the things, whatever. I know you long ago. Those people knew about you! Some don't know but I am sure that I have no interest to tell anyone. I am not those people who love to make people hate you. But, don't try to pull my tail or step my tail. I really will bite you!

This is me. Evil or not? I think I am. I think I am a person full with hatred.... n I am trying to change my attitude.. The above is what I am few weeks/months before.. Trying to change.. I Hope I can!

Saturday, November 8

New Layout

What do you think about my new layout? Mushroom!
I know I know! I am over again! But I just love mushroom for now.
Besides I got bored with that old layout..
I wasted 1 hour to fix the fonts and hex code. FUh.. Tired!!
Enjoy your stay here!

Falling in love

I don't know why you hesitate
Everytime you are near me
It is that you fear
You might fall into something deep
Standing on the edge of the night
Feelings raging inside
But if you open your eyes
Can you see the fireflies dancing in the air
Like the stars up in the sky
Feel the gentle breeze caress the night
Oh, it's time to take to flight
Take my hand
I'll lead you to the places whereI am sure you've never been
So just hold me close and we will go
This is how it all begins


Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do!
How to sing?!
Having unstable voice now!

Friday, November 7

yesterday once more~


happy happy happy~

Yesterday friend told me went to sunway pyramid saw the big mushroom head cost Rm 20++.
Then at kelana jaya giant - living cabin don't know how much.
wah... Makes my heart keep thinking that mushroom!!!
Huh!!! She say want buy me mario mushroom! I don't want la. I want de is like maple mushroom Pink colour de.. cute le!! hehehe... no $$ BUY.. c ONLY lu!!

I almost bang a car yesterday! haih! I am so terrible! =p

Thursday, November 6

never i again to you

I want to say something to someone but I think no need le.
I said yesterday midnight.
And I promised myself never to do that ever again!

I don't want to open my mouth.
Just want to type to express my feelings.
Even today in the office I talk less...


I wanted to say a lot of things. All is in my mind yesterday night.
But, today,
I don't feel like posting all these things.
It couldn't hep me at all.
Just will make me feel more down.
So I better less talk more action.
What I want to do I got to do it.
No use thinking. Think for one year already and i still having all the thoughts only.
hey come on, get up and do something!

Yesterday my friend ask me what i want for birthday present
Its kinda late but then, she promised to give me after she is holiday from work.
I want that mushroom soft toys for huggies or pig is ok too.
But I did not tell her I want that. Is like so expensive! T.T


Yesterday kor kor belanja me eat dinner... That is consider my b'day present ba for this year. *better than none right* *winks*

Wah! I want soft toys. Yeap, I sounded like kids. I know. But I want that cute thingy to hug!

I knew something
I saw something
I feel something
I dislike something
I say something
I angry something
I did something

=One day=

Wednesday, November 5

Happy Birthday

To the little brother that we have
This is your special day
Hope you had a blessed birthday.
I will be missing you for one week right?
You going to somewhere over the rainbow right?
The center guy - beside the handsome and the other handsome guy =)
Happy Birthday to you.
I am bless to have you this small brother that always talk to me
I got someone to share my little secret with.
We love you


I said I want to give up..
But why am I dreaming of you yesterday night.

I just don't know what am I thinking!

Tuesday, November 4

this is for real

Once again, I feel I am so confused.
I don't know how now.
What can I do?

lazy lazy lazy again

Sleeping is what I do the best for yesterday and Sunday.
Sleep Sleep and sleep and this makes me feel that I am so lazy and I think I am.

I have nothing to say now because I feel so lazy. Yes, so so lazy.

I just want to say...
Luckily you did say something to me
Luckily this makes me feel that you didn't avoid to talk to me.
Luckily you still joke with me
I feel good once again in the morning because of you small little jokes.

Saturday, November 1


Sometimes I feel I better leave this place
Sometimes I feel like running away from here
Sometimes I want to just leave everything behind
Because I don't feel my existence here.

Sometimes I feel like stop arguing
Sometimes I feel like avoid something
Sometimes I am afraid of misunderstanding
Because people tends to misunderstands.

Sometimes I feel that you hate me
Sometimes I feel that you avoided me
Sometimes I feel that you don't want to talk to me
This makes my heart feel so pain.

Sometimes I feel like scold you on your face
Sometimes I feel like slap you on you face
Sometimes I feel like just call you to shut your mouth up
Because YOU are so so annoying!!

I know sometimes I am so harsh
but when you give up on somebody
you will just won't do anything more
Cause it is so worthless.

Each of the so-called stanza is for different people

Thursday, October 30


Yummy, yummy, yummy.

Yesterday went for dinner cause of aunty birthday. We went to eat at somewhere near wawasan restaurant. Its kind of cheap! We ordered 6 dishes and 8 people was there and they just charged us RM 118. Uncle pay the bill.
He was saying he expect to use up all the money he brought.

So, to fulfill his wish, we went to ice wheel to eat ice!
Nyam nyam....
We order 2 woks of ice cream.. Haha... Taste delicious..

i should post the picture up!! Wao.. I like it so much! Should go again when I got $$! Oh ya.. one wok is 9.90!!

When back home - read book and also sms - ing and watch shows and eat again!

Today mommy birthday,....

Wednesday, October 29

to you~

Leg sprain and small muscle tears
You scared me to death!
How could you play football and hurt yourself badly?
Better take care yourself please!
Don't say I am talking like your mother
I am just "ambil berat" you.
And also, i am longing to see how you scream like a girl
I know the whole youth is waiting to see too.
Your brother is so mean
He just watch at you without taking care of you
we will chapati him for you =)
To the one sms-ing with me yesterday

Tuesday, October 28

^^One & Only^^ YOUTH

This is for all of you,
those who shed the tears together
those who play the board games together
those who laugh the stupid things together.
Here we go....

From dolphin to starfish
we talked about.
From angelfish to secret code
you know it all.
Thanks for sharing your story and listen to mine
I am glad to have you as a friend of mine
^^One & Only^^ Elisa Tan

The girl who loves to sleep.
From night to noon and noon to night
She can sleep as long as she like.
She is a girl who is as blur as her brother
but she is very smart indeed
she always gives happiness to us
by her piggy face that she show us
^^One & Only^^Kim Ying Yi

The guy who we once nicknamed him hamdan
Now he is nicknamed teddy bear
Once, we are so far away
Now, we are getting closer
I just like how you played your violin
Its so sweet.
And oh teddy bear, our future pastor
believed in Him and He will do the rest
^^One & Only^^ Joel Chan

The guy who told me the truth last week
I was shocked but still happy
I knew I always bullied you
But I know you won't angry
Thanks so much for all your help
Thanks so much for that very day
Trying to help me with the secret code
I appreciate everything you did
You will be my brother, forever
^^One & Only^^ Joshua Goh

The guy who have the same surname as above
You are smart
Too smart
I wonder where you get the smart genes from
Sometimes we wished to get some from you
Can you send some to us
I know you are a great friend too
I like the way you play piano
If you are WANG LEE HOM
I tell you, I will fall for you
Too bad, you are not
^^One & Only^^ Joel Goh

To a sui zhai that I am having
You always make used of me
Asking me to do map and stuff
But I am willing
cause I really treat you as my brother too
Be a good boy and study well
^^One & Only^^ Eumun Yan

To the guy who always argue with me
I don't know why we always did that
Maybe I just like to argue with you
But I know all this arguments
never makes us turn away from each other.
I know you are a good brother
I always appreciate what you have done
Just that I never want to show it
Thanks for the present you gave me YEARS ago
it is still in a good condition
and also the little notes.
I am your siew mui mui
you are my big kor kor
Thanks for everything you have done
^^One & Only^^ Gabriel Cheah

To the one who likes to tease me
During practice or even worship time
you will say something that make me laugh
Although sometimes you are over the limit
But I know you just try to have fun
Thanks for the accompany on that certain day
Crying in front of you is unexpected
Thanks for making me happy back
Although is short
But I appreciate every moment.
^^One & Only^^ Kalven Lee

To the one who likes to joke a lot
To one who always tease me too
You too never fail to make me smile
Every time you said something I will surely laugh
Thanks for fetching me every sunday
Although you said you don't want to fetch
but the next day you sure will appeared to fetch
I know you are good in heart
You always did not show you are caring
but you are caring
And I still remember how you scare me behind that door
when we played hide and seek
I miss those moments.
^^One & Only^^ Chee Meng Ong

To the brother of the brother above
you are quiet but you are caring
Just like your brother, you did not show but you are caring
I am glad you take the initiative to pray that day
Remember God is with you
Do not afraid
^^One & Only^^Chee Kent Ong

I miss the time how you treat me so good
I miss the time you bring me to that cafe
I know you are caring
but sometimes over caring
I know you want to take care us
I hope you will be with us more
^^One & Only^^ Chee Hon Tan

The good friend of the above
You is a good brother too
May the God bless you
^^One & Only^^ Chen Hooi

Thanks for being a great leader to us
Sometime communication makes us frustrated
But I know you take good care of us
^^One & Only^^ Esther

To the another half of the person above
Thanks for being a great leader and tell me what is right and wrong
Thanks so much for helping out
Hope both of you will happy always
^^One & Only^^ Chee Kean Tan

Thanks for you who take good care of me
Thanks for your prayer through the phone
Thanks for respect the decision I made to not tell the rest
Thanks for advising
Thanks for fetching me
Thanks for you necklace you gave me last year
Thanks for everything
For you, I just can't stop thanking to
^^One & Only^^ Lai Ming Boey

To both of you who joining us less
Please do come to our youth more
We miss you presence here
Hope we will get closer than before
^^ One & Only^^ Evelyn
^^One & Only^^ Vivian

To someone who is younger than me one day.
Just one day that makes me older than you.
We had fun all this time aren't we?
I expect more to come from both of us.
^^ One & Only^^ Rachel

To the little girl that all guys chasing
Believe in Him
Don't worry
He will protect you from any harm
^^ One & Only^^ Zhen Bi

To you who seldom I talked too
Hope you are having joy in your life
May our God continue to bless you
Any guide you
^^ One & Only^^ Grace

To the one who asked me when is my birthday
Until now I sure you have no idea
Don't worry about that
As long I remember yours is enough
^^One & Only^^ Arron

To the one who chatted with me in msn today
You told me you are just 18 years old this year
and you called Chee Kean uncle
You said I am just 10 years old
and you gonna bring me to primary school tomorrow
But you don't want to bring me to casino
What a naughty boy you are
Happy belated one day birthday
^^ One & Only^^ Richard Goh

To the one who we named you sotong
You looks like one too
You are a great brother that we have
You always bring us to groceries
Thanks so much for being there when we need you
^^One & Only^^ Wee Zcent Kim

To the one who are so far apart from us now
I am afraid of you from last time until now
You looks scary all the time
But I know you is a good guy
^^One & Only^^ Wee Ric Kim

To the one who always gossip with me
Always talk about this and that
Always remember me
Always talk with me
^^ One & Only^^ Sha Leen Lim

To the sister of the sister above
Thanks for helping around in bumble bee
Hope to see you soon
Happy always
^^ One & Only^^ Sha Mein Lim

To the one I left out
3 of us having our girl talks and couldn't sleep
Then when we want to sleep "that bunyi" came
The next day three of us became panda
I am glad to have you as friend of mine
You too always never make me failed to laugh with your COOLNESS
^^One & Only^^ Sheng Jian

To the one who always jokes
But your jokes always make us cold
I hope one day you will know HE is your everything
to the
^^One & Only^^ Jonathan

This is for the youth
Each and everyone has given me all the joyfulness
I hope we will all meeting and sitting together once again
Laughing and talking again
I know God will bring us back one day!

Brotherly brothers~

oh ya oh ya,,,

Joel Chan! You are CUTE when you say,

I know la, he is your brother ma! ~~

You sounded so funny. Haha... You can bully this brother more. He's been naughty nowadays..

And also Joel, you are my brother too! We are one big family isn't it?

love you guys so so much.


To you,

You make me feel so stupid
From me,
Th3 sTuPid GiRl


Thanks Elisa for you birthday gifts.
Using it now.
Thanks once again!

Sunday - part 2?

After sermon on Sunday morning, we-the youth, quickly get changed and prepared our self for the next activity - BADMINTON! Heh heh..
I totally feel so uncomfortable with the SHORT pants. Most of you know, my leg, with those dots, since six years old, until now, still like that, scary, horrible, haiz.
But, I just ignore it. Cause I can't be wearing jeans and play badminton. Although I can but that will be weirder that the short pants.
We walked to the badminton court located just opposite our church. Or to be accurate, slightly further lah.
Me and Elisa was walking, and, talking about those so-called gentlemen. Let me name them. MR G, MR JG, MR JS G.
They don't even care the girls behind them. They walked as fast as they can to reach their destination to PLAY! Phoebe and Christa was behind them! They don't even care. Hello?? They are still YOUNG and they are so-called kids still! Why no one protecting them? Elisa, Rachel and myself have no hope on the guys anymore! hehe
The other 2 guys, JC and JY *i think* was behind Elisa and me.

"Luckily we still have both of them to protect us"
"Yea.. Not like those gentlemen there"

We are wrong! After crossing the road, both of them join the three in front and left the girls behind, once again! GUYS???! haiz!

Badminton is great that day. Played with mostly all of them.. *I think* Had fun. *justthatsomethingbothermetheentireday*
We finished everything around 2 something. We got to get back to church for CLEANING! T.T

It should be a surprise but it is not due to Gab so terus terang say in front of me.
"We got to get back to church for cleaning and also celebrating Rachel and Sherina's birthday"

Joel Chan looked at me with his eyes widened and giving me a expression like
"why he said that out when you are here!!"
I smiled to Joel Chan
Then I saw that ice cream box and I said I want to eat ice cream.
Joel Chan looks so serious and ask me,
"You want a? You really want a? I buy"
*jaws dropped*
"I don't want I don't want"
although I want it so much but still I don't want to waste his money. But, Joel Chan really looks cute with that expression and his serious look when he asked me I want the ice cream.

When back to church and we noticed that santuary is cleaned and chair was arranged. Then I lie down on the chair. I was called PIG by someone!!!
Then those surprise came, those people dragging me and as if I and Rachel knows nothing. Joshua keep pull my hand and say
"come la come la"
I stil ignore it. Then rachel say let's go. Both of us try to escape from them but we failed. So we went in and stand beside singing happy birthday to . . . . no one? those aunties asking who's birthday. why no one? Rachel and me keep smiling.

The cake is nice.. I guess so. I did not eat it due to they said its cheese. Ew. Sorry, i don't really like cheese cake and I knew that someone buy that cake because Phoebe likes to eat it.

Elisa, thanks for trying to help me that day for something.
But, if its happen, I won't be eating too.
Cause, I really said that this year I won't be eating any own birthday cake.
i have my own reason to it.
Joshua, thanks for helping Elisa to get something for me too.
but its useless.
Cause I already knew it won't happen.
but both of you have the heart to help, I am happy.

2 car? how?

a shocked morning.
2 VERY grown up boy - age 20 ++ did something that day.

This is the story~~
Every Sunday, usually, I will asked Chee Meng to fetch me to church cause he, too, going for worship practice. So I was expecting him to fetch me on that day. And he did called me on the very morning to tell me that he reached. So i quickly get my feet to my sport shoes and grab my handbag - run out from my house and I saw ................... Proton Wira.. Looks familiar but its not Chee Meng's. Its Gabriel's car. Then I thought Chee Meng is in his car but I can't trace him in that car. So I look on the left. Surprisingly, Chee Meng's car is there! What are they playing?! Why both car there?! *park so nice somemore* My jaw dropped** I don't know which car to get in to it.
right? left?right? left? Can I walk?? =)
I can see those evil grin, evil laughing in both of their face. *heh heh*
I run to Chee Meng car at last.

"O!!! You break his heart!! You came to sit my car!"
"O!!! You so naughty ask both of us to come and fetch you!"
"O!!! I think he is here from 6.30a.m until to wait for you!"
"O!! HE angry already!"

"You all pakat de." - me
"pakat what" - he
"kacau me la" - me
"who so free o" - he

the conversation continue until we reached church. He still deny that both of them pakat. He still with his evil face!!! *no la*

"Gab, you all so free a? pakat and kacau me?"
"Cannot a?!" gab said
I looked at Chee Meng and said to him.
"See! PAKAT"
"heh heh heh"

This is the very funny happy sunday morning. =)

p/s : Joshua said girls mostly will choose Chee Meng's car!
Reason: need me to say?
Am I like that?
NO! I am not. I choose his car cause I asked him to fetch.
I know he will say a lot of things if I choose to sit Gab's car.

Saturday, October 25


RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
-kill him

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
-Th3 s3cR3t Cod3

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
-no idea

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-never will it happen!

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
-seriously YES!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-what do you think?

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-I waited someone for few years. sigh. I am stupid. and I m still stupid!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-stop loving him. I know its hard but I don't like to be third party or being stupid!

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
-act with Th3 s3cR3t Cod3 =)

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
-why not?!

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
-old lady? wait. 10 years? I am 28.. Still young what =x

12. What's your fear?
-can't answer, too much things to fear

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
-single and rich, kalaulah boleh. If not, married to the one I love and poor is ok.

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
-depends la. Mostly NO!

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-I pick people want meh? Please la!

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
-before yesterday NO. After yesterday, YES

18.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
-Not I want a relationship then I will have de!

† Tagged Ones †-


Hey Mr,
Why I miss you all of the sudden?
Maybe I am hungry?
I miss you all the time actually...
Now, I think I prefer people that are honest. Honest in the way that,
if you like me, then tell me. Don't wait until you don't like me only tell me.
You never know whether I like you or not.
If I don't, we are friends.
Who knows right?
Don't waste the opportunity.
If you think you are no hope and I maybe like someone...
Maybe the someone is you!
You never know.
Sweat, I know I sounded so weird
that is because i feel so weird
because someone makes me weird
because he is weird!

Gembira? !

Yesterday, we had a great time in cell group.
Especially the prayer session! I prayed for everyone.
Everyone prayed for me too!
I realise the phobia of let people pray for me gone. But, er... just that...

Anyway, thanks for all the prayer from everyone.
And also hugs from Elisa, Ying Yi, Zhen Bi, Vivian, Rachel, Esther, Joshua.

Yesterday we learnt about Friends.
And I understand there are really my friend. I feel so comfortable with them now. =)

The best part of the night is going back home with 7 people in a car again.
This time is not me who got to sit anyone's lap but its JOSHUA! HE got to sit his bro lap. hahaha..
So funny! We, the rest of the people took out the camera and started to do our business! we are naughty right? Even the driving person ask us to take Josh pic. Poor Joshua...
Oh ya, the cat walk part is nice too. Especially Josh with the yeng style! xD Should put it in our blog one day!

To little girl Zhen Bi, everything will be okay. Be strong ok? Loves you

Friends is so important in my life now.
I found the correct happiness in me now.
I like this feelings.
I started to miss someone once again.
And I hope we will have fun on that day!
Can we?
I hope so!
Friends, me sayang you

Friday, October 24


Never ever trust any GUYS!

Thursday, October 23


“I Like To Move It, Move

It with Madagascar 2!”
I want watch this! I watch the first one last time when my friend's birthday! Hope this time can watch also!!!


When I looks like I am happy, actually, I am not.

My head is going to burst now. Really! I felt the pain in my head.
Maybe due to no lunch or water or whatever it is.
I just feel so pain!

I am proud to myself because I had covered the pain that that are spinning in my head.
But now, I feel like closing my eyes. -ifIcan-
I can't.
If and only if I can just close my eyes and sleep.

No more words.
I can't continue now!

secretly looking you~

I cannot say any thank you now.
My friend said I thank too much.
He said he going to kill me if I thank him again! hahaha...

Birthday over d. Nothing special at all.. Just a tired day. Working and working only. Hahaz.. But at least i get to see special thing yesterday. =)

I opened another blog yesterday. Its only meant to who I know. If you know me, you can asked for an invite.. The url is