Thursday, February 26

Happy 401 post

I'd crapping for 400th post and this is my four hundred and one post.. =)
I wonder how I blog for that much! Crapping all the way I think...
Thanks for those who dropped by and read my craps... =)
For those who tag me and I did not reply such as Hugo *u r from australia rite? or somewhere la, =)* and also those overseas friend who loves tvb together... sorry if it had been a long time I talked to you guys... I was busy nowadays with work.. I will find u guys soooooooon.

Those who still reading this blog.. I am going to change layout soon.. It might be from blogskins or blogger.. Just simple... I feel this layout a bit ugly especially thye love that I made! T.T

Oh.. Happy 401 post~ lalala

Wednesday, February 25



Name 10 of your friends
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 10 people.
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.
1. Elisa Tan
2. Gabriel Cheah
3.Kim Ying Yi
4. Joshua Goh
5. Chee Meng
6. Kalven Lee
7. Wee Zcent
8. Joanna
9. Lim Eng Yew
10. Yong Yen Peng

1. How did u meet no. 4

2. Do you have a crush on anyone up there

3. What would you do if you hadn't met number 1?
* life would be boring.*

4.What would you do if 6 and 2 were going out?
*I don't think 6 will like someone like 2.. and also vice versa.. 2 Got SOMEONE in his heart jor*

5. How did you meet number 5
*Just like no 1

6. Is 2 one of your best friends?
*Consider lo*

7. Whose number 9's best friend(s)?
*Don't know*

8.Have you ever dated number 1?
*Nope... *

9. What do u think of number 6?
*Sometime good, sometime bad, sometime cool, sometime hot, sometime we are not friends.. ==

10. What do you think of number 7?
*The best sotong ever*

11. Have you ever been inside number 8's house?

12. Do you love number 1?

13. Ever been in the same bed as any of the numbers?
*yea.. We always sleep together when there's camp.. no 1 and 3*

14. What can you say about no. 5?
*Unpredictable... =)*

15. Do you trust these people ?
*Yes.. I trust them too much..

16. Do you love them?
*I love them whole heartedly!!!

Repost as: CAN YOU NAME 10 PERSON?

Monday, February 23


When a story begins,
The story must have an ending.
If our story begins,
What ending will it be?
IF love is not important in this world,
What is the most important thing in the world?
Nothing is more important than love,
Without love the world is nothing.
How many steps do we take in our life?
Each steps we took leaves a footprints behind,
Did we ever look back and value those prints?
Those prints will show us what we did in our lifes.

Thursday, February 19


When people around me got problem, I felt myself a bit useless..
I can't do anything. I can't help. I really feel so useless. Am I a friend? AM I a sis?
Why I can't do anything? Why? Why?

sometimes it is not easy to think positive

I told myself not to do so,
yet I did the same mistake all over again
And now I could not think something positive
Seeing message have no effect on me.

Day by day I try to forget
Yet day by day I remember
How good it is to just lay down on green pasture
To let the wind blow all my memories away.

When things is impossible that means it is impossible
We should just let it go and do not think anymore
We should not hurt people around us and our ownself
We got to try to forget everything and move on to our own lifes.

If you are confused,
I am confused too,
I think we are a bit over for this matter
Can I just use my way to settle it?

Wednesday, February 18


I can't write any poems for now!! arghh!! Can't put them in words!! Kill me~~

I walk in the darkness and saw my shadow.
Following me everywhere I go.
And I hope you are the shadow.
So that you will be with me no matter where I go.

those codes

Codes really can change me so much?
Codes can change my feelings?
Codes can make me forget a lot of things?

codes... those codes...


Thank God for letting me understand.
Thank God for letting me know my born is special..
Thank God Thank God

Saturday, February 14

I just feel not right with you all

Why things always back to square one?
Why everything just not right?
why I got to put myself to be in the trouble together?
Why can't I just ignore them?

Do you guys know what I feel now?

I'm in deep pain.
I feel I am so busybody.
I feel I am so useless
I feel I am tired seeing this kind of situation.
I feel like just running away from you people.

that day, I can feel my heart is in deep pain. It is so pain till I can't breath.

Friday, February 13

New layout again ?

Back with old layout.. =.= easier..

The love picture, I make it myself.. Looks so ugly right.. =p
I photoshop myself.. Looks so weird! Wait I got time I do again...
Valentine's coming. T.T I still single. No gifts for me le.. =p

Thursday, February 12


Oh dear friend,
I am afraid history repeat itself..

I think you were afraid too.. But you know what?! WE got to do the best we can...
Although I am just a small tiny bits that could not be seen this time (^@^), I will support you as much as I can. We do it together okay?!

Love note,
I am sorry if I said I am not excited.
I having some sort of problem that I haven't solve, so, I do not really have the mood to think other things. However, now I am excited because suddenly I got this feeling and heard this voice "help your friend. do it together. make it the most GOOD job you both can do." So... I am willing to be here with you.

Wednesday, February 11


No mountains too high to climb..
You got the will, the rest we just REST unto Him

Tuesday, February 10

Deserve me right

People like me deserve it right!
I know I should not play the game but I played.
I know mud is really dangerous but I still stand on it..
I know I am sinking but I did not try to come out..
And now, I am the one who left alone struggling so hard to come out.
It is so hard to come out from there now.
It is so painful now..
The pain is so deep than I can think of.
I never know it will be that painful and hurtful.
Now, I wonder I will stuck here or sink or I can come out?
I just don't know

Monday, February 9

secret code

I can't keep any promises.
And you can break any promises too!

My eyes just can't stop staring at him! I miss him.


Friday, February 6


OMG, I am super duper sleepy.

Thursday, February 5


Was talking with a friend yesterday and he asked me what type of guy I like...
I asked myself and I can't get a answer.

I don't need a boyfriend that are super rich, handsome, and so on. But, I just can't figure which type of guy I like for now. For past experience, the type of the guy that I like is all different. All sorts of type. For now?! Let's see..

Criteria of a guy.. LOL..
1. A good boy
2. Not too good boy
3. Not a super nerd type
4. Not a playboy
5. A caring boy
6. Not over caring boy
hahaha.... LAME.. I don't think I can find a bf now... LOL

Okayyyyy... I just need a guy who is a STRONG CHRISTIAN, who can take care of me, who can accept everything of me; my background, my life, my mood swings (xD),,,, love my mom, can listen to me, can give me advise, can give me a hug when I need it and and and and just love me....

Is it hard to find?! Its okay, I don't need a boyfriend urgently.. People around me need me to have a boyfriend; my mom, my bro and someone. For me, I am having fun with my single life now...

Wednesday, February 4


Changing blogskins soon.. Looks so sien.. I want something nicer and elegant... =)


When a heart is broken into pieces, it is hard to put it back together.

Tuesday, February 3

My life?!

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on with all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

The Results:
1. How are you feeling today?
Song: Finally
Comment: finally? finally what? =.=

2. Will you get far in life?
Song: You & Me
Comment: Is the songs related to the question. yes... no...

3. How do your friends see you?
Song: The One I love is you
Comment: =.= what should I say then..

4. Will you get married?
Song: Kiss Goodbye.....
Comment: Er... I just can laugh... LOL =.=

5. What is your best friend’s theme song?
Song: You're not here.
Comment: xXxXxXx who is my best friend?

6. What is the story of your life?
Song: Can You Feel My World
Comment: =.= what answer is this?

7. What was high school like?
Song: One & Only (Japanese)
Comment: What a nice songs.. But.. INCORRECT!

8. How can you get ahead in life?
Song: Do not be afraid
Comment: At last one songs that suits the question!

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
Song: =) Let's break up
Comment: Maybe its right after all.. LOL

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Song: Forever I'll love you
Comment: =.=

11. To describe your grandparents?
Song: Who is in your mind now?
Comment: Huh?

12. How is your life going?
Song: Let go your heart..
Comment: haha... Fang kai ni de xin

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Song: Wrong love/ Love the wrong person
Comment: o.O How sad.... sobs

14. How does the world see you?
Song: LOVE but not mean us
Comment: What? I'm pain..

15. Will you have a happy life?
Song: One & Only (mandarin)
Comment: Not related le..

16. What do your friends really think of you?
Song: Forever Love
Comment: Perhaps. xD

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Song: Melody
Comment: Huh?!!

18. How can I make myself happy?
Song: Mungkin Nanti
Comment: Nanti? I don't think I will happy! .

19. What should you do with your life?
Song: Soya bean and *yao char kuey*
Comment: xD I am impress!

20. Will you ever have children?
Song: Killer
Comment: Violent. Children or me?

21. What song would you strip to?
Song: Big Brother
Comment: =.= means?

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
Song: Bukan Cinta Biasa

23. What does your mum think of you?
Song: The Legend
Comment: Mom, AM I?

24. What is your deep dark secret?
Song: Only Got feelings for you
Comment: Er.. Why this time so... so.. lala dee...

25. What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Song: Under the canopy of Love
Comment: No.. No... .

26. What’s your personality like?
Song: Girlfriend
Comment: ;)

27. Which song will be played at your wedding?
Song: The Seventh Day
Comment: Hmmm.. Nice songs..

Should I delete?

I am thinking to stop blogging.. Feel like deleting all my accounts and blog...
Should I?!

Monday, February 2

Let it go

I have no feelings anymore..
This week I can feel eyes that stare at me is so scary..
But I just don't care cause it is not worth it for me to care so many things again..

I always try to help but end up I get hurt.
Especially that day. I know I am such a busy body..
Maybe I should just care not everything.
I am too tired now.
Let it go ba....