Wednesday, September 30

tag that I supposed to do.

1.Last beverage : triple colours milk tea?
2.Last phone call : just--..
3.Last text message : mom =.=
4. Last song you listened to : fallin for you
5. Last time you cried : sunday

6. Dated someone twice : nop
7. Been cheated on : don't know but I think yes. xD
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : NO~
9. Lost someone special : yup.. T.T
10. Been depressed : yea
11. Been drunk and threw up : never--

12. black
13. purple
14. pink

15. Made a new friend : yea
16. Fallen out of love : yup
17. Laughed until you cried : yea!!!
18. Met someone who changed you : YEA!!!
19. Found out who your true friends were : yea!!
20. Found out someone was talking about you : YES!!!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : friend list?!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life : lot lot wor
23. How many kids do you want? : too early to decide. depends on him. and I am sure he will depend on me.. If not I won't want him. xDDDD
24.Do you have any pets : pets in facebook included?
25. Do you want to change your name : once. now.. no.. cause.. like lo.
26. What did you do for your last birthday : uhmm.. last birthday? last year? play badminton and had a so-called surprise birthday from youth. xD
27. What time did you wake up today : oops.. I can't tell you incase my colleague sees this.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : dreaming i think. can't remember
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : secret
30. Last time you saw your Mother : this morning. =)
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : that day
32. What are you listening to right now : my typing? xD
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Tom? no! Tim yes lar!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : lot lot wor
35. Most visited webpage : blog lo
36. Whats your real name : Sherina Sim Siew Ting
37.Nicknames : menuiq, jaecline,mikki, salmon, telinga, dear, darling, girl, baby, and so on and on
38. Relationship Status : single and .....not available...SERIOUS..
39. Zodiac sign : libra
40. Male or female? : i am male or female or I prefer male or female? i am male prefer female. *opposite*~
41. Primary School? : SK Hamilton, Sk Convent, SK MGPS
42. Secondary School? : SMK Air Putih, SMK Pusat Bandar Puchong (1)
43. High school/college? : not yet.. and no sure will have or not
44. Hair colour : Black -last time don't know -now
45. Long or short : Got people says like me short hair. I also prefer short
46. Height : 186cm -30cm T.T
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : remain secret
48: What do you like about yourself? : don't know
49. Piercings : ear?
50. Tattoos : no
51. Righty or lefty :right
52. First surgery : i think yes when i am baby.
53. First piercing : yearssssssss ago..
54. First best friend : Lee Ying
55. First sport you joined : running?
56. First vacation : P4C (passion for christ) with youth
58. First pair of trainers : yearsssssssss yearssssss ago

59. Eating : over lu
60. Drinking : saliva .. ewwww
61. I'm about to : go toilet because of spicy-ness just now
62.Listening to : TYPING LOR!
63. Waiting on : finish work
64. Want kids? : waiting. patience
65. Get Married? : see got guy want or not first larr~
66. Career? : haiz~

67. Lips or eyes : Lips?
68. Hugs or kisses : Hug *shrooooooooom*
69. Shorter or taller : Taller i want to be. xD
70. Older or Younger : Younger i want to be =p
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Nice arms~
73. Sensitive or loud : Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationships
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : Hesitant

76. Kissed a stranger? : Nah~ NO! NO! NEVER!
77. Drank hard liquor : no..
78. Lost glasses/contact : no..
79. Sex on first date : i stil virgin la wei! ...
80. Broken someones heart : ya always.. sorry.
82. Been arrested : almost? xD
83. Turned someone down : Yes always
84. Cried when someone died : of course. I not cold blooded wei!
85. Fallen for a friend? : yea lor

86. Yourself : Nah~
87. Miracles : God is God of MIRACLE. xD
88. Love at first sight : Yes
89. Heaven : Those who believe in Jesus!
90. Santa Claus : I just want toys!
91. Kiss on the first date : NO!
92. Angels : Gabriel? xD Jk

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time : let me see.. Of course no la. I want 1 also don't have!
95. Did you sing today? : yea. bunga bunga cinta!
96. Ever cheated on somebody? : guess so..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : never happen de so no need answer
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : don't know?
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : yes! very!

I tag !
100. Elisa
101. Nicholas
102. Gabriel
103. Evelyn
104. Gary
105. Poh Yee
106. Kien
107. Vivian
108. Zac
109. Ying Yi
110. Andre

give up

MP4 really down this time. Not chargeable anymore. Sobs. Bye bye MP4. Sayonara. T.T

Should I sing that English song? I don't feel like it now. I don't think I can sing. Just sing one song this time? Don't want solo? What to do? Arghhh


Should give up on something now. Haiz. Give up on SPICY! Just now went to ate "ma lat pan mee" = SUPERB SPICY PAN MEE. My stomach is on FIRE now. Just now they said that my lips and face was red. However, my tongue feel just a little spicy. Now my stomach feel it. Maybe I am immune to spicy-ness, that's why my tongue don't really feel it. =) However, I really should quit taking spicy food for now. I realizt these 2 months - 60+ days, almost 50 days I took spicy! OMG. People said it is very bad for health! I agree it is so bad but still, spicy is my life man! No spicy = food not nice!

So Sherina, you want your health or you want spicy?

Sherina: I want SPICY! but I will cut down. T.T


Stomach pain.

Sign off --

Tuesday, September 29


Yesterday went to hospital to took MRI scan results. The scan result same like the x-ray and the result is bla bla bla.LOL. Then I was asked to go for blood test as second opinion. This is the worst part man!

You see, when I go for blood test, I thought they just need to take one drop of my blood. So I think IT IS OKAY. However the doctor need 6 different blood test. So I thought - maybe 6 drops? Haha.. I am so wrong.

The "blood taker" took out 6 tubes. In my head I was telling myself "I don't think they need 1 whole tube larrr.."
So what do you think? 1 drop?? NOPE! 1 tube la wei!!

And I thought the syringe will be the normal small ones.

I thought the small one from right. Manatau... When that "blood taker" took out the syringe from the drawer.. Guess what? The biggest one. The first from the left. Yea! THE BIG ONE. I believe the one he took out is longer a little bit. OMG! I was like "APASAL BESAR SANGAT?"
He say "Yalah. 6 tube you tau? Kenapa dengan you? Sakit apa? Orang tua pun tak payah ambil banyak sangat! Kita harap ambil satu kali cukup yea? Harap tak payah ambil dua kali atau tiga."

O'Lord, please help me. Why so scary. He tie my hand and beat my hand. I was like "aaaaaaaaaa"
"Belum mula lagi lar dah nak jerit."

Eh you! SCARY LAR. Of course want to JERIT LA. aiyoyo.. So the needle poke into my skin and of course being so brave look at it lor.. =.= as if I can la. If I look at it I think I will faint. I look at my phone . Wah~ a while only. Then I look back. OMG! OMG. OMG
FULL already that big fat long syringe with my blood. *faints*

"Wah~ U ade power lar! Satu kali sudah cukup."

Doctor says this Friday I need to go to hospital to inject medicine and come back on Monday to check for any effect. So I hope nothing happen la. On 19 this month, I need to go to hospital again.

I hate being inject! T.T

Sorry, Thank you, byebye.

At last I wake up from all the bad thoughts. Yeah, at first I was very upset with how things goes but now I know that it is useless to cry over something that have been decided.

It may be a good thing. We just see ourselves and the surface.

Aiyoyo, I don't know how to write this. One thing I can say is I let go everything this time. As in, do not think so much for now. God is in control and God has His purpose in everything He do. We do not need to worry so much.

I saw a comment in my blog post. I don't know who is that but I would like to say something. I know I am responsible for all these things that turn out. Very sorry for the whole youth. I am so sorry. I never says that I am the only who feels pain. I know everyone feels that too.

I am sorry~

Anyway, yesterday I went to hospital for MRI results. But.... became took blood test. 6 blood test! Aiyoyo.. Lost a lot of blood yesterday. Going to hospital this friday again for injection and next monday for injection results. This month will be hospital month for me.


Thanks to those who comfort me when I am not okay...
-Elisa, Gabriel, Nicholas, Ying Yi, Aunty Lai Yee-
Thank you....

Saturday, September 26

It's hard

I know I said I will be away from blogging till next month.
However I am back for today after what happened to us yesterday.


I work and work everyday
I think and think everyday
I am so tired everyday
But I all this will goes on Friday.

Friday is the time for me to laugh
Friday is the time for me to feel happy
Friday is the time for me to talk freely
Friday is the only day I always wait for.


All this gone. Gone. Last week I lost something precious. Now, I lost something even more precious. There's no more fun. There won't be someone who always talks a lot until we stop him. There will be no one ask me " Are you okay =)" . There won't be someone to bully when we have ice breaker. There won't be someone who calls me pig nor I can calls her pig. NO MORE! NO MORE!

Do you know what is my feelings now? Do you know what I want to do now? Not only crying. I want to shout as loud as I can. It is so pain. Everything seems gone in just seconds.

I prefer to be with all of you. From the bottom of my heart. I MISS YOU GUYS! VERY!

Wednesday, September 23


Away from blogging
Next month * i hopes*

Saturday, September 19

I hate

What Aunty Lai Yee says is right. "You don't like me is your problem, not mine"..
Yea, but still I am concern for what people think about me and I hate people sees me with "those" eyes

Thursday, September 17




Wednesday, September 16

Fallin' For You

I don’t know but

I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here

And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you

And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody

Here in silence

It’s just you and me

I’m trying

Not to tell you

But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it

My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it

I want you all around me

And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you


Oh no no
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Tuesday, September 15

A day.

Sorry for the post yesterday. I was too harsh. Sorry.

Today starts with a very bad mood due to I was late to work and something happened when I came in the office and again I feel like eat those people up. However, I am in a happy mood after that.

We are having mid autumn festival next month on 25th. Opposite tesco. Please come if you are free. =) As usual, the youth will be performing. I might be on stage singing. Wait! I should cancel the "might" and replace it with "will". T.T I am so scare now. I have no idea why I am so scare but I am just so scare because I am scare!!! =.=" I hope my voice won't be heard by others .. LOlz. If this is the case, so what for singing on stage? Yea lor.. Yea lor..
Michelle asking me to solo and she play for me. =.= She asked me what songs I've been listening recently.. And my answer is Michael Jackson. =.= And... She say... Sing larr... *drops* I thought she was joking ... Mana tau.. She was serious.. And still serious.. We'll see okays. Maybe I sing 1 or 2 songs then can d.. Job complete! =)

Elisa.... Don't know why want tell you something...

Monday, September 14

arghhhh ...

I am very sorry if this post makes anyone thinks that I don't respect someone who is older but actually I really try my best to respect the older people but please DON'T PISS ME OFF!!!!

My facebook is going to flood with someone wall post soon and I've been deleting because it makes my facebook looks terrible. I am sorry but I really don't like to answer any single question that comes from someone! I am sorry, sorry and sorry, but, I feel annoyed when I saw something.

"You are still young. Study first okay. Like my daughter. She is in college now and she don't want a boyfriend. She say working first." *COUGHCOUGHCOUGHCOUGH*

I wonder if you know your daughter! I am sorry but yes I am so angry!! I am angry because don't mind my business lar!!!!!!! I AM SUPER DUPER ANGRY! Sherina, cool down =)

4 days

Friday cell was good. We learned about budgeting for future. Money is not enough.
Money is always not enough.
Had a great time~

Saturday was not so good because one of our teacher says it is his last day. Owh.. Sad~ ^^
Class haven't start too.

Sunday was best! I was shocked when something happen. The old feelings came back in just seconds. Heartbeat very fast. Try so hard not to smile. ^^

Monday is going to be a very bad day. Monday blues~~ aiks...

Thursday, September 10


I realize that my free counter got problem. Yesterday night when I checked the counter, it is 7000 ++ or maybe 9000++ . As you can see, today it went up to 11000++. Whether the counter got problem or there are thousands of people view my blog in this short period of time where I think it is impossible or I saw wrongly yesterday night but I don’t think so.

What is the possibility? ^^

My eyes are a little bit tired now due to just now I broke down in Winnie’s car. Don’t ask me why. I really feel choked for now.

Tuesday, September 8

08.09.2009 =)

I am trying to put words together but I couldn’t
You know why?
Because you are more than words can say to me
You are too special that I really could not describe in words.

I am trying to think what we have gone through for all these years. There are lot of laughing, crying, heartache, disagreement, enjoyment, crazy times, and, so on. I remember once we were always on friendster sending comments to each other and to other people, telling each other about “some secrets”, telling you this and that.

I am really thank God for you are my friend.

This time let the picture do all the talkings. =)

free glitter text and family website at

free glitter text and family website at

Monday, September 7

I miss camp ;(

The title says it all.


The long journey in the car with the siblinghood, the talks we had in the car, the food we bought in the station, the 100 plus we drank, the tea Elisa’s bought, the time we reached there, the conference room, the hall, the canteen, the “park”, the basketball + badminton + table tennis court, the room we shared, the dolphin blanket, the pink bed sheets, 3 double decker, the air-cond of the room, the bed I supposed to sleep, the free time we had, the enjoyment in the pool, the monkey waiting on the bench, the people who were in the pool, the splashing of water, the “diving”, the fights we had in the pool, the bad guy pull Elisa’s leg a few times, the bad guy pull my leg once, the sticky hair, the shower we had, the worship we had, the workshop we had, the picture session, the yum-cha session, the mafia session, the brushing teeth times, the not-okay time, the night, the night with two brothers, the talks we had, the crying, the emo times, the sad times, the joking time, the massage time by the brothers, the letting the mosquitoes bites, the scratching the leg times, the things we did time, the people coming out to swims at 5.00 a.m.,

And then I realize its 6.30 a.m., It’s time to go in the room and wake a few people for prayer meeting. No sleep at all for me. After waking them, take a short nap and woke up by Elisa to get a changed. Short nap. Apparently, I don’t really sleep.


Woke up by Elisa, get a changed, walk to prayer meeting room but did not go in, when to the hall, Joshua joined, Jan Sen joined, Uncle Chris and family reached, Nicholas reached with the things asked him to get, the breakfast session, the sausages I took, the service time but when in our room with Elisa, talking time, truth and truth times, the answer I gave, the question I asked, the fun we had, the sms I received, the workshop time, we when in the room again, we decide to go in again, sitting beside brothers, the annoyance we gave everyone, the talking we had, the snoring of someone, the lunch time, the time to distract Elisa, when to toilet, when to park, when to canteen, act like nothing, calling everyone, the “surprise” we gave, the happy birthday we sang, the disappoint of us, the food I ate, the catching Elisa’s time, the singing of Happy Birthday again, the Haaaaaaaaaaaaa times, the present I gave her, the candles she took out from the mouth, the changing clothes time, the going in the pool times, the fun we had in the pool, the games time, the sport shoes borrowed from Aunty Christina, the bad shooting skills of basketball, the balance the ball on the spoon time, the skipping on the rope time, the laughing time when we saw Uncle Kim with the skipping rope, the hula hoop time, the run with the hoop time, the refill the water time, the champion falls to B, we got 2nd, the 3 hour in the POOL time, the canon ball time, the water level shallow because of them, the hopping time, the talking in the water, the game in the water, Monkey King in the pool, the diving time I had with him, the chasing by Joshua in the water, the splashing of water, the fights with the younger ones, the relax time we had in the water, only us was left in the pool, the train, the hop-hop, the submarine, Elisa cramp, Joels save her, I am too short and almost drown, someone piggy back me to the side, the jumping in the pool and then walking, the deep side of the pool to the shallow side of the pool, we asked to come out from the pool for dinner, we changed, we bathed, we talk in the toilet, we laugh, we washed our hair with the little amount of water, the hair hardened and sticky, I wash again, washed my hair for 3 times and I stop, get dresses, when in the room, get packed, when to dinner, talked with the youth, someone told me a good news, cake time, took my belongings down, when to take picture with the youth, when to the room again to take something I left, accompany Elisa to pack up, says bye bye to Ying Yi, when to the hall, when to the conference room with the shroom, waiting for Uncle Chris, sms I received from my mom, listen to testimonials, gifts presentation, time to go back, in the car, very tired, took a nap, long journey, packed car, tiredness, reached home, when in the room, tidy my stuff, received sms, reply sms, throw my phone away and POP – sleep.

Best memories....

I try to make it short but I think it is still long. As the title says, I miss camp. Yes I do. Especially Sunday. Right, Elisa?

If you don't get what I say is okay because I am too tired and just write whatever I can write. I am so TIRED!!! + + + if there are any grammar mistake, spelling mistake sotty... I lazy to read again and changed.

Whole body pain, muscle pain, eyes heave, head dizzy, feet pain, everywhere pain!

Saturday, September 5


You know what?
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Uncle Chris reads my OUR blogs.... LOL


I just can't stop laughing..

I can't stop crying!!

I am hyper.. I am laughing like a mad girl!


SHERINA, be careful what you blog kays? - my note to myself. LOL

Friday, September 4


I stopped import this blog to my facebook. No privacy and people think wrong things. So sad case wei. I forgotten I import this blog to facebook. No wonder I blog without thinking.


Oh, I can't sleep yesterday night. At first I was asleep around 11 o'clock. Then I woke up at 1.34 a.m.. After that, my eyes couldn't close. I am not sure what time I went back to sleep but I know that today I am so freakingly tired. =.=

Tomorrow will be a busy day. Work + Go school + Go Camp.. I think tonight I need to start packing. Woo Hoo.. Off to camp tomorrow. Come back on Sunday. O' so sad. 1 day nia.


had a nice day....

Wednesday, September 2

[1st sep] + [2nd Sep]

Suppose to post this yesterday but forgotten it after I save it in my folder.. lolz..

1st September 2009

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

Yesterday is Malaysia big birthday! What I did for yesterday? Well, woke up at 1.00p.m., clean my room, tidy my wardrobe, and went to Mydin then to Giant then to Summit with my mom and my friend and boyfriend. Boyfriend is not mine. It’s my friend one. So I’ve been out for whole day. I’m so tired yesterday and suddenly the youth says yum cha at night. Wao~ There goes my time of sleep. T.T

Anyway, we had a great time in Uncle Chris house. Yep, you heard me right! Yum cha in his house. So chun-ted right? =)

There’s a bad news for those who don’t possess own transport. For example those who take public transport to work. You need to pay more for bus fare. =( Yep, it’s September first today. That means those who normally pay 70 cents last time, they need to pay RM1 now. Hey, don’t think its small amount okays?

You see,

For example from my house to work for 1 month. Twenty days.

RM 1 x 20 = RM 20

Cheap huh?! WAIT. It is just one way. What if two way?

RM 20 x 2 = RM 40

I haven’t included Saturdays. I will be working for 4 Saturdays.

RM 1 x 4 = 4

Two ways.

RM 4 x 2 = 8

So total RM 48.00.

Wait, sometimes its 3 ways. I got to take bus from house to work then to bumble bee. Let’s just say altogether for a month is RM 10 (more than that)

RM48.00 + RM10.00 = RM58.00

RM 58.00 per month haven’t include if I take bus to Giant to buy stuff or going out.

I really don’t know how to survive then. Everything is expensive now. I really need to tie my hand so that I won’t buy things without thinking.

-- end of 1st September --

2nd September 2009
Alright!! Will be going to church camp for 2 days. *Clap Clap* Yay .. * CLap CLap again*
Today my mood is so-so. Not so happy, yet not so sad. Just feel very lazy and bored! Lalala..

Took so syok sendiri picture today when waiting for winnie. Lolz.. One of that I'd put it as my profile picture in facebook and msn. LOLz. The others, I deleted it cause not enough memory. =) BAD PHONE! NO MONEY A! GOT MONEY I CAN CHANGE MY PHONE.. MAN MAN WAIT LA