This is for real~

The Saturday - I think again.
I wish I can only make it vanish from my head but still it stuck in my head each time I saw you.
Now, saw you really makes me very uncomfortable especially when you ignore me the fullest!
I know I should get used with it. This is not the first time I get pain from you~ But, I don't know why I am still like that - Always.
I said that I want to give up on this friend but I never do so although each time I got hurt deeply in heart. I always go to you even I you always treat me like that. I don't know what to do and I feel like not doing anything anymore.. I just feel so tired!

This time, for real, i going to let go everything~