Thank you Lord

Thank You Lord

Hate sickness. Sick makes me terrible. Dizzy, tired, difficult to breath, coughing, sore throat and etc. Why I'm sick at this time? Is there a purpose? Everything that God plan, there's a purpose. So, I am sick for a purpose? Maybe God wants to me to become stronger? I do not know. I'll really hope that God can give me all the answer that I ask. I know God loves me so much. Whatever I asked he gave! I knew it. I experienced! I remember I said that I want something, God gave. However, please do not misunderstand. Do not believe in him when you need something. Believe in him all the time. Really. I admit, sometimes I forget that I am having a great God. Yes I do forget him in times. However, I'm getting not-so-forgetful bout Him now. Everything that I do now, mostly, I will give thanks to Him. Because of Him, I am in this world. Sometimes, I feel that I am not so sincere. I hope I can be more sincere! He deserves all the glory! Really. Without him, I do not know what am I now. Thank You God for your love, protection and everything that you have given me. Thank You Lord. I won't be discourage because of sickness.
Now, I am lost. I do not know what to do. Thinking and thinking over and over again! Oh Lord, show me a way! So that my future will be better!