Closing myself in the closet

I can’t put any words together now.
I can’t describe anything thing now.
I can’t do anything now.
I can’t think anything now.
I can’t, I can’t.

Things went ugly.
My plans are always stupid.
My heart is soft like a jelly.
Now I am nobody.

I am sorry
I am guilty
I am regret
I am stupid
I am crazy
I am selfish
I am bad
I am evil
I am cruel
I am; I am

Now, I am sick.

-Not using phone now-