A slap on her face

Mom and Sis had a fight last week and were in cold wars towards each other past few days. Mom and I have decided to move out from this house. I am looking for cheap houses or cheap apartment for my mom and myself and of course other rooms can be rented out. =) So if anyone have any idea of house/apartment to rent at Subang Jaya near SS15 or in Puchong, please do let me know.

Well, yesterday Mom and sis do talk and we went to Asia Café in SS15 to have our dinner. Mom told sis that we will move out. Sis did not even ask us to stay instead; she is saying she will find someone to look after her son. I know Mom feel sad but what to do? This is the fact. My sis has her own family and she can’t stay with my mom. My mom and my sis have lots of common things. They are too common. And I believe when two common people stay together, things will goes wrong. Temper, the way they talk, the heart, and so on. They are just too similar to each other. My mom slaps her last week. I know my sis is angry my mom slaps her. But, she is wrong also when she knows my mom is angry why she add salt in her wound and she even want to fight with my mom. No matter what mom is still mom right? Whatever my mom did is for us. Maybe she always thinks that when she was young, my mom did not take care of her but left her to my grandmother. And for my mom, she is upset that my sis did not even call her and my sis actually avoid her for 12 years without knowing the reasons.

From my point of view, no one is right in this. My mom has her own fault and there goes my sis. One more thing is mom is mom. No matter what she is still our mom. My mom is always bad at her mouth. But she is good in her heart. My mom always say want to move out but if my sis willing to ask her to stay, she will. However, I know, maybe when we move out everything will be better.

Let’s hope better to come

No morning call, please?!

FULLSTOP.

I guess most of my friends that knows me, they knew I hate something. Yes, you guess it right – Calls in the morning. Maybe I should tell you why I dislike morning call and morning sms-es.

1. I sleep late very night due to teaching tuition or movies
2. You make my wonderful, beautiful dream gone.
3. You makes my health worst (Vibration and not enough sleep)
4. Once I received a call/sms in the morning I can’t continue my sleep
5. I will auto delete my smses and forgot about it totally when I am awake.
6. I will scold you on the phone if I am still halfway sleep without me knowing it
7. I just hate it!

Yea, I am weird. Seriously I dislike people call me in the morning or sms me in the morning. It affects my whole day. My body will become hot because of the restless sleep.

This morning, my colleague sms me at 7.00a.m telling me that she will be late and asked me to do something that I will do even she need not to ask me to do. I just leave it and around 8.00a.m she sms me the same message! Oh well, I am so freaking not happy. Around 8.30a.m she called! What in the world?! T_T I did not answer and off my phone. I feel so bad that I did not answer her call but I am so not happy now.

Frankly speaking, am I weird? Or I am normal?

LOLx

dEcEmBeR - cHrIsTmAs

Christmas is around the corner. Wao! It’s like bullet train. It is the end of the year now. Season of greetings is back now and I am thinking should I prepare any Christmas gifts or cards for some of my friends. And now, I think I will just send e-cards for all the friends that I know. =) Save our environment kays?! And of course, $$ =)

Well, I kinda realize this year the theme is like pink and blue. Wait!  Is it just me or it’s the theme for this year? I went to Tesco last week and I saw a pink Christmas tree. I wanted the pink Christmas tree at first. 

Pink Christmas Tree

However mom prefer white this year.So I bought a white medium tree and want to get all blue ornaments. However my mom wants the tree to be more than 2 colors. I guess if white and blue the tree will look nice too right? JUST SAY YES!

I want this 

Can i get another Christmas tree by myself? LOL Since mom wants it different from me, ISH ISH. >.<

Let's hope we have a wonderful Christmas yea!

I want to sing CHRISTMAS SONG. COME JOIN ME..

All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth

My two front teeth

Just my two front teeth.

Gee if could only get my two front teeth

Then I will wish you a Merry Christmas.

Thank God for my IC

PHEW. I almost have forgotten my IC just now. I went to the printing shop just to get my stuff be printed for tonight. What happen is I forgotten bout my IC and went back to office and my lunch. Thank God suddenly I think of something that related to IC and I check my IC. I ran down and went back to the shop. She apologizes to me and handed me back my IC.

Sherina! Please bring your brain to work. =)

Oldies - Moon River

Moon River, wider than a mile,

I'm crossing you in style some day.

Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,

wherever you're going I'm going your way.

This song was stuck in my head yesterday and yes, now! I have no idea why but it just stuck in my head suddenly. =)

Moon





River



Picture 1+ Picture 2 = MOON RIVER.

=)

Pictures for Moon taken here

Pictures for River taken here

Mom curiousity, My answer

I have loads of pictures to be edited and to be uploaded in Facebook & this lovely blog. Memory card reader cannot be detected anymore. Dear took back his memory card reader too. So, my pictures remain in my phone and I am fed up looking at them without molesting them. =p

Previously when the card reader is fine, I am lazy to edit and bro in law laptop keep crashing. Now when the laptop is fine and I have the spirit, the reader K.O.. How sad right?

Yea I know.

Anyway, I have something to blog today. It happens yesterday night when I am helping my mom to “guat sa”. If you have no idea what is that, let me explain.

Normally this “guat sa” is for older people. When they have back ache or they called it as wind in their body, they would want to be “guat” away (scratch it away? xD). So what we need to do is get a coin normally 20 cents and put some oil/cream on the place that you want to “guat” (cap minyak kapak, massage oil/cream) (not those lavender oils/cooking oil and of course not baby cream!).

Then you can start to “guat”/ “scratch” on the body.

20 CENTS COIN

Minyak Yu Yee

Cap Minyak Kapak

That is not what I am going to tell you! =p

It is about during I “guat sa” for my mom, all of the sudden my mom asked me something. She asked me whether I really want to study. I know when she asked me such a question that means she doesn’t really like me to further my study due to financial problem of course. So I only can answer her wait when I got the money then only study.

I am 20 this year. How long I need to wait? In my heart I know that I won’t able to study anymore no matter how much I want to. My mom really curios about why I like to study. Maybe I should tell her here. I like further my study because I know how important if I can get another cert. I’ve been working for 3 years. Everywhere wants a better certificate employee. If I want to get promoted, I need to have a better certificate. I experienced it before. Because a diploma cert, it makes a big different. And of course, if I can study what I want (mass communication) I can be what I want to be. However, those are dream. Dream that I hope can come true but I don’t think it will. I know I shouldn’t give up but, since I am form 5 I hope that I am given a chance to study. Yes, I was given a chance… To study for 1 semester. And during the one semester, it makes my life worsen.

However,

Let’s hope the best to come.

=)

I want my face to be pasted on the wall? LOL

A mother's LOVE

Mom actually asked Joe to wash the air conditioner on Saturday. However, before me and Joe reach home, she cleaned it by herself and I should say MOM RAWRKS! The Air Conditioner is now as cold as snow? Or perhaps ICE? Every night I was freezing and I always have two blankets with me and sometimes Mom covers me with hers. Aw how sweet. =)

Yesterday night, I guess as usual I sleep like a pig and I was freezing cold. Mom get me my jacket and wake me up. She said “ Silly girl why not wear your jacket when you know it is so cold.” I smiled at her and raise one hand for her to wear for me. Then she said, “Stupid girl, wear it yourself.” Hahahahah.. MY mom cute right.. Ahahahah.

Stop Child Abuse

Do you know what God loves? God loves children.

There’s always a saying “Parents love their children more than anyone else”. However, why are there people still abusing their child? Children are innocent. Children are not to be treated this way! STOP CHILD ABUSE!

Child abuse is not something that we can take easily. It is a major problem. It may cause the growth of the children to be a trauma, physical and mentally injured, emotion and so on. They might end up suffering for the rest of their life or even worst, death!

There are many types of child abuse, not only physical abuse. Some was sexually abuse! This is cruel to treat them like that! The very first case that happens for child abuse is Mary Ellen Wilson in New York. After her father’s death, her mother took a job and left her with a woman name Mary Score. When her mother financial situation went worst, she couldn’t pay the wages to Mary Score and did not even visit her after some time. Since her mother did not pay Mary Score, Mary Ellen was sent to New York City Department of Charities. The Charities then placed Mary Ellen under the care of Mary Connolly and Thomas McCormack, where the start of trauma begins. Shortly after Mary Ellen came into McCormack care, Thomas McCormack died. Mary McCormack remarried with Francis Connolly and moved to an apartment. One of the neighbor was concerned bout the little girl mistreatment, therefore asked a missionary, Wheeler, to check out the girl. Wheeler, under the pretext of asking Mrs. Connolly's help in caring for Connolly's new neighbor, the chronically ill and home-bound Mary Smitt, gained access to the Connolly's apartment to see Mary Ellen's state for herself. Wheeler began to research legal options to redress and protect the young girl. After finding the local authorities reluctant to act upon the child cruelty laws currently in place, Wheeler turned to a local advocate for the animal humane movement and the founder of the American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals, Henry Bergh. With the help of neighbors' testimony, Wheeler and Burgh successfully removed Mary Ellen from the Connolly home and took Mary Connolly to trial.

The child testified

“My father and mother are both dead. I don’t know how old I am. I have no recollection of a time when I did not live with the Connollys. Mamma has been in the habit of whipping and beating me almost every day. She used to whip me with a twisted whip—a raw hide. The whip always left a black and blue mark on my body. I have now the black and blue marks on my head which were made by mamma, and also a cut on the left side of my forehead which was made by a pair of scissors. She struck me with the scissors and cut me; I have no recollection of ever having been kissed by any one—have never been kissed by mamma. I have never been taken on my mamma's lap and caressed or petted. I never dared to speak to anybody, because if I did I would get whipped. I do not know for what I was whipped—mamma never said anything to me when she whipped me. I do not want to go back to live with mamma, because she beats me so. I have no recollection ever being on the street in my life.”

Mary Ellen Wilson

What a cruel act?! How can they treat Mary Ellen this way?! She is just an innocent girl who lost her parents and wants to have a caring family who can treat her like a daughter.

Now child abuse is widely happening and we shall not sit there and look or when there’s child got abuse we just feel pitiful. We should come together joint hands with hands and stop this act immediately!

STOP CHILD ABUSE!

God loves children. We once are children. What if this happen to us instead?! Stop all the acts on child abuse now! Change the world to be a better place!

Mary Ellen stories taken from Wikipedia
Mary Ellen picture taken from Google Search

Stress

Stomach pretty pain still. Working is not good like it used to be. My colleague also got fed up and I feel so helpless and stress. No matter what happen I am the one they come and I should know what’s happen it seems although it is at night or the last call off the day or when I am not in the office and I am so blur of knowing nothing. The only time I feel happy is Ray and Jay is in the office and the others and we can chat happily and order our delivery. Is not that I want to be harsh to her. Is I can’t stand the way she treat us. She has new people she has “that” look that even we can see it. How sad.

An admire

I have an admire. Today is the 3rd time I received his call when I pick up answer for the kenny rogers delivery order. Once I heard the number 014, I was laughing madly in my heart and say "OMG! What?! AGAIN?! LOL" I asked him to hold the line and I asked my friend to answer for me. To my surprise, he even ask my friend to say "Hi Sherina" for him.

LOL >.<

A sweet dream indeed

I dreamt of something yesterday.
A dream that I can't remember what it is.
But, I know it is a sweet dream with a sweet friend.
I woke up and I smile.

She is 35472.

If only I could

Click the photo to enlarge to see the effect. Nice? I did it by myself! Ahahahahah. =)
The caption for the photo is - "if only I could"

♥

I just love this picture. =)

Sherina is stretching! =)

If a person thinks he/she knows everything, KNOWS NOTHING.

I am trying to edit my phone camera picture but I can't save it. Memory card was protected. Hmmmm... Maybe later..

Life without internet at home is so suffering. =( I can't go online now at home and because of bro in law laptop always crash, playing game is difficult too. =( Dear is coming today to help me reformat the laptop since he so "SMART" =p. And I am so going to watch TINKERBELL later. I bought the DVD on Wednesday. Yeap, pirated. =p Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. ;)

These few days colleague asked me why I looked different. Maybe due to lack of sleep. However, today I know another reason that makes me look tired. =) ahahahahah..

Temporary argument/fights with dear has stop and we still ok for now. Gary is outta my sight at the moment. Haha... Woo hoooooo.. ~ In a very high spirit mood. Know why?

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I am gaining fat back.. Wait.. More than I needed -.-

Remember Mom onced was worried when in end of 2009 when I am SHRINKING. lol. She was so worried. However, now she is worried of me STRETCHING? =p =p Nowadays I ate lots of stuff. For example, I ate chicken rice for my lunch at 12 something and 3 o'clock I went to Ali Berkat and get 2 packets of Nasi Lemak for myself. Or, at times we will order McD/Dominos/Kenny Rogers for our lunch. Not only I'm getting fat, I am losing my money. T_T $$ fliesssssss....

Normally when I asked " Anyone want McD Ice Cream?" No one would want it. Now when I asked, ended up we will have it. I think in one week I ate sundae choco for 3 times. I am going to be like a pig! I realize my leg is getting bigger and bigger and my sis says that my butt soooooooooooo BIG. =(

Mom asked me to control on what I am eating. I am going so crazy nowadays by eating so much. You know what she did? She bought KFC itself and she is asking me to control? WAO~  Cute her! Hahahaha

So how am I going to control? -p

Thursday ate KFC at night. Yesterday ate Domino's because need to eat if for Jennifer. We kinda make a farewell for her. So.... What you think? Not fat jao fake lar =p

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Yesterday I found out Darren got a admire~ =)

Fat is gaining sherina

This few days gain lot of weight due to “MAKAN” here and there with relatives. They went back yesterday morning after breakfast. You know what I had for breakfast yesterday? BAH KUT TEH. What a heavy breakfast?!

Yesterday mom and sis had a little argument because of me. Sis was calling us on the phone and ask what we wanna eat. But the stupid line was very bad in the house! I walked to the front gate and talked to my sis but she still couldn’t hear me. She was a little “pek chik” and “mang zhang” and said why I don’t know how to go out from my room and talk. Where she want me to go?! I am outside the gate and she still can’t hear me. I also very angry and tell my mom. Mom also angry and say don’t want to eat. Sis call again and mom replied “I don’t want to eat. Don’t show your temper”. LOL

I am kinda guilty for what happened. Trouble maker I am =) Mom asked me to order domino pizza and yes, I ordered. =)

The pizza is in the fridge now due to that we can’t finish. =) We got a free coupon for 1 regular pizza since there are late.

Fat sherina! Fat! 

心碎

I always want to write a song and now I finished this song of mine.
It is not related to any one nor about anyone.
It is just a song that comes out from a "inspiration & imagination"

Enjoy

Verse 1

Wo yu jian ni de shi hou

我遇见你的时候

Mei xiang dao hui ai shang ni

没想到会爱上你

Mei xiang dao hui fen li

没想到会分离

Mei xiang dao hui xiang nian ni

没想到会想念你

Verse 2

Zhe xie nien wo hui xiang dao ni

这些年我会想到你

Kan dao ni, wo hui hen shang xin

看到你, 我会很伤心

 Ni yi jin you le ling yi ge ren

你已经有了另一个人

Wo de xin  sui dao zai hai li

我的心碎到在海里

*Chorus

Wo mei xiang dao ni shi wo jui ai de ren

我没想到你是我最爱的人

Mei xiang dao ni hui wang le wo

没想到你会忘了我

Ni de xin xian zai zhe you da mei le wo

你的心现在只有她没人我

Wo de xin zhe ke yi an jing de zai zhe li

我的心只可以安静的在这里

Ni he ta fen shou, ni de xin hen dong

你和她分手, 你的心很痛

Kan jian ni de xin tong, wo de xin wei ni tong

看见你的心痛, 我的心为你痛

Ni de wei xiao yi jing bu shi zhen de le

你的微笑已经不是真的了

Wo xi wang nen zai zhi kan dao ni de wei xiao

我希望能再次看到你的微笑

 I'm not sure with the title yet but I just came out with this.. It's called xin sui. 心碎

A full emotion day

Yesterday my relatives came. It’s has been 13 years since we last met. I was excited in the beginning. My grandmother’s sister – therefore, should be my grand aunt, coming. Well, I was excited for no reason. Perhaps is a feeling that I can go to somewhere like window shopping, I-city, food, Food & FOOOOOOOOOD! She reached our place yesterday noon. When I looked at her, I feel that she looks like my grandmother who passed away 13 years ago. She looks old too.

She wants to watch some Hokkien drama series at 3.30 pm, so we decided to “ta pau” back our so called LUNCH! ( I was hungry till dizzy on that time). After lunch, I went to sleep for a while. I don’t feel like sitting and talk “great stories” because I am not that “mature” -you know.

We went to Empire shopping mall for a while at night. I don’t really feel happy when I am trying to enjoy myself. Thanks to my sister. I know that she is always closed to all the relatives. Why? Cause she was the first born and she was raise by my grandmother, therefore, she is closed to them. She looks like my mother too. That makes her always teased me that I am an ALIEN. I know she is just joking but I do feel hurt because she has all the relatives, dad, cousins, and so on to be closed with her. But I don’t have! I don’t have a dad, my relatives look at me like strangers, cousins that I have no idea who the heck is it, and I doesn’t look like my MOM AT ALL.

She at times treats me like a maid. Mom said to me that the youngest has to do all the stuff. Well, this I get it, but let me act like I am useless is another thing. At times, she does love me too - I shall admit. But the way she act at times, makes me feel so hurtful.

Thank God my mom loves me a lot. And also my grand aunt told my mom that I am a good girl. HAHA.. I know I am =)

Yesterday when I walk with my grand aunt, I look at her hands. I feel so sad. She is old and I feel that I don’t have enough time with her. We never know will this be the last time to meet her, but, I do hope we can still meet in the future. Last time, I don’t love my grandmother. Due to she loves my sister more than me and not really close with me .I can’t really remember her. Now, when I look at my grand aunt, I feel that I kinda like her and want to treat her better.

May God bless her and her family

20 is da DAY

Well I guess it's time for me to post about my BBQ partay! and, some pics...

Those are some of the picture taken from my phone.. I was busy so I do not have lotsa picture but my friends has lotsa it..

That's all for now.. Update soon,,, =)