My-Self

Trust. Only myself. My senses should be the most accurate instead of what people are telling.

Differentiate it myself.

Rants of Random

Yes, indeed it's quite confused at times and dream bout things that I know it won't happen but yet I continued to just letting it taking over me. In deep down on me I know that what I really wanted and what I already have. Yet, I am still debating over myself. I know it's just matter of time that it will soon gone. For now, I am just enjoying the time I have now and also being emotional at things at this point of time. Random, yes, random.

It's tiring, but, I enjoyed!

28th June - 30th June; I will never forget it.

Pushing Off the Limit

In that very minute I was asked "why" with a sarcastic tone. I could just smile and try my best to answer. After that minute, that person smile to you and act like nothing has happen. At times, I have a hard time to blends in together. However, I know, I know that this is the place where everyone try their very best to impress others that have power. Should I join the game? Or, I should be sitting here looking at how they play this game and bet who will win? This is so ridiculous. Why can't they just be peaceful? Why can't they just do their very best on what they should be doing? Power and Fame is the only thing what they need? Winning matters the most? Ridiculous. Ridiculous!

Well, they are not wrong. I am the one who thinks that those are not the matters. For me, earning for a living matters the most. For them, power and fame equals to earning a living too. In a better word, it calls "ambitious". I am too; ambitious. However, I don't pin down on people to make others feel that I am better. I always think that as long as I work hard and do my very best in every part that I needed to; that's all. Sounds easy yet it's difficult though. Being in this place, everyone is pushing themselves. The most powerful person has eyes for those pushed till the very end. Not someone like me, who are weak, without any knowledge, sitting here waiting and waiting.

Attention Seeker

The more you want, The more I ignore. :)

Girls; Heels; Girls

Lately I have been asked to stop wearing heels. Reason being because I fell down from stairs earlier last month. 

Well, I am too obsessed with heels. I can't live without it. So I am asking myself why do I love heels that much nowadays? I don't previously. 

So I've been searching the net wondering why girls like wearing heels and get obsessed with it; just like me. And oh, I came across thousands of answer yet I can't find mine. Some answers really makes me "LOL-ed" so hard. 

For example:

" Men like feminine women and high heels are distinctively feminine. Furthermore, they are somewhat restrictive and require an effort to wear, so by wearing them you are making the statement that you are serious about being feminine and perhaps also that you want the man to be masculine.

All clothes including shoes have an inside and an outside. The effect of the outside is what I just described. On the inside heels make the wearer feel beautiful, feminine and perhaps a little fragile and in need of protection. A lot of women enjoy that feeling and a lot of men would like to provide the protection.

Finally, they tone your muscles and make you wiggle your butt very attractively when you walk. They also require more metabolism when you walk so they slim you a little.

High heels can ruin your feet if they do not fit well. I am convinced that they are perfectly safe to wear if they are well made. Listen to your body. If you feel good about your heels, by all means stay on your toes." - yahoo answer.

Those in bold seriously.. Gee! Not true. Well, not for me though! I love wearing heels but I do not intend to want a masculine man. Maybe true for being more feminine since I am so tomboy-ish. The worst part "wiggle your butt very attractively when you walk" I don't do that okay. Wait! Not that I know of. :P 

Anyway, come back to why I love heels that much since I don't really into it last time. Well, I always have this admiration feeling when i shop for normal shoes. I used to "by the way" to take a look on heels, but, never ever try to get one for myself. Also, never thought of wearing it everyday now. Besides, mom really doesn't like me wearing heels because of safety reason. That's why I always just "hi and bye". I don't have the chance until I went Penang few years back and I came across this heels bazaar where I feel in love with their shoes. I tried and showed my mom and she was like "NOOO! Too high." But I insists and showed her how I walked with it. And oh yeah, I bought two pairs of heels with her permission. She strongly says it's only for occasionally purpose. So yeah, occasionally wear it to work. And starts to wear it often-ly and now everyday to work :) And now each time I pass-by any shops selling heels, my eyes automatically glance at it and hope to have it. Now my shoe cabinet is full with it. Mom started to complain that I should stop buying. Well, I have stopped. But I hope to have more. I don't think I have enough yet.  

I am trying to control this love for shoes. Trying Trying trying real hard. I guess one of the reason is because I am short! Seriously people love saying me short! With heels I can be taller. Hahahahahhahaha! The higher the heels, the happier I feel. The below are 2 of collections. They are at least 12cm or more! 

And oh, I bought it online from Agape Boutique. You can click here if your are interested. And I strongly recommend them cause I love wearing their shoes :) 

Him and HIM

I want to make him feel comfortable with me. Trying very hard. 

Side note - I have the best boyfie on the world. So I have to treat him better

Korean friend

My first Korean friend. A very nice nice friend

Thaipusam day

It's a holiday and I make used of it.
Mom and me clean up our cupboard and the fridge! Not to forget we try to cook our bak gua with microwave but failed. So we have to fry it :( but still the taste is good. Better than those squarish one.

Back to work tomorrow.
Feeling a little depressed and stress but I still have to do it cause I choose this road! Must show everyone I can do it and I am happy to do it! All the best sherina!

And oh, I watch Hansel & Gretel yesterday. It's quite violent! Overall it's quite good! Enjoy the whole show with my boyfie and the big combo of popcorn. Hehe!

CNY Mood

Preparing cny decorations :) boyfie help to do the hammering part :)

Niece

My little niece :)
She is cute isn't it? She is 1 month old this 19th January :)

What do you think?

Do I look different now?
This year started with lot of good feedbacks. What do you think? :)

2013 Resolution

People talking about it while I just smile and, smile.
Just leave it and just try my best to do whatever comes

It's a brand new year

Happy New Year to those who read this.

Finally I bought what I really wanted for so long. Well, I wanted other nicer design but due to I thought it's cheaper I chose this design and regretted after I found out the price was just the same as the other designs!  Ahhh~ Oh well, still something I wanted long ago.

Oh shut up. I know. Just some paperclips but it is something that I really hesitated to buy since 3 months back. They placed it at the Rm3.90 section and I was like so happy because it's going cheaper and the other cuter design was at RM5.90. So I proceed to buy this hanger design and later after I paid, it is RM 5.90.
That's so bad of them placing this at Rm3.90. Seriously although it is only Rm5.90 for people out there I still feel it's not worth it. It's not because I am poor to the extend that I cannot afford to buy this pin, I just feel it's not worth it. Not worth it for something like that. That's why I hesitated. Aiks. Anyway, I still have to just let it go since it's a small matter.

Oh yea, just forget about it and use this paperclips wisely (LOL)

Snapping the first picture of the year with my boyfie car.

Loves is always there for us - sherinasim-menuiq-

25.12.12

It's Christmas yesterday. How fast time just flies. It is also 1 year and 6 months for me and my boyfriend. :) Congrats. Well, next year I might have a surprise for everyone. We'll see how it goes.

Darkness

I read across a news regarding we will be having 3 days of darkness consecutive - in other words we won't be having sunlight at all. Is this true?

Question to ponder?
1) If its gonna happen what we are going to do?
 - Staying at home doing nothing or still going on with our normal lives working, studying and partying like what we always did?
2) Are we afraid that the world is gonna end?
3) Do we have enough oxygen?
4) Are we going to be prepared for it?
5) Blah Blah Blah????????

For me, let the nature take it own course! :P I can't control what will happening and I don't know what to do. Just let it be and wait for the time to come.

I have you

Luckily there's one thing that I can still hold on. You are always here for me. When I am down you will be there. Although at times I am just being annoying, you still care for me and love me.

Thank you

As long as I am happy

Aite! I've been updating a little frequent these days huh? This is because I can go online when I work now. I have completely change from being like how I used to be. In this new environment, I chose to be alone. I feel that human beings are scary. They are doubled faces. This is why I became like that since I am in here. Well, who cares? As long we are happy and that's all right?

Most of the time I will be joining my ex colleague for lunch and laugh out loud. That's enough for me. 

Happy Birthday

Thank you

Opportunities

Everyday is a learning day for me. Of course I do hope I have opportunities given. Although I really hope what they mentioned is true, I still have to just let the nature take it course. So that I won't feel very disappointed in the end.