How to change a person totally?
I have no idea. I try to change my thinking, my habits, and so on.. However, I became anti-social everytime I tried. I am afraid I will be like last time. Sitting alone in the corner and keep my mouth shut. It's funny to see Sherina sitting in the corner without talking and be quiet but it's the truth.
Those feelings came back and I hate it. I became the years back me. Imagine lots of thing and wants to be alone. I am so afraid. Afraid of those days will hunts me once again.
I hate to be over sensitive! I really hate it. It haunts me! I hate it.
I also hate split personality. . .