The fear is back

Today back to the place I hate to be. Lying down for 45 minutes for the sake of the scans really make me nuts. Tears rolling down hoping I will be strong.

I just wanna

Be by your side..
Be the one you can rely on..
Be the one you will miss..
Be the one you can talk to..
Be the one that you will think of..
Be the one that you cant live without..

.....
Wake up!!!